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Sunday, April 17, 2011

The Graduate Moment

There is it again, that feeling of angst that you just can't shake off. It just creeps right back into my mind without any warning. It's a rush of fear, anxiety, liberation, loneliness, imprisonment, nausea, and glee all bunch into one. The days are getting shorter and the one month mark has hit. Sometimes I feel like I have it all figured out, but then I realize- I don't. 

Fear of not going in the right direction.
Anxiety that fills my chest. 
Liberation of being free from school.
Loneliness within my own thoughts of where to go.
Imprisonment of my own judgement. 
Nausea created by walking across a stage.
Glee stemming from this accomplishment.